”I’ve tasted all your affections
From my mind
And my soul” – With Wings, Amy Stroup
You should smile more often when you’re sad, happy, sick… all the time, you don’t even need a reason.
I know I have no right to tell you that (you’re crying becausee me), but I hate seeing like this.
I hurt you and I shouldn’t have! You know I’m a crazy mess and I don’t deserve your attention, your love,e you.
Why did you let me in anyway?
I’m not worth it, Abby! I’m an awful person, a liar. No matter how much I try, I’ll never be good, right or, at least, a little bit close to the boyfriend you deserve.
I am bad. I’m bad for me, my friends, my family, for all the people including you.
I don’t know how to love. I mean, yeah, I love you with all my heart, I really do, but I have no idea how to show it. I’m not good with words, I always do stupid things when I try to confess my love to you, upset you, just like I did this evening.
I’m sorry, Abby! I’m sorry I can’t be a better man for you! I’m trying, I really am.
I don’t want to see you like this… because of me.
I close my eyes, hearing your words over and over again: ‘’I can’t do this, Stefan… not anymore.’’, and suddenly I feel you in my arms crying.
‘’I’m so sorry!’’
My eyes are open; my hands fly to your cheeks and clean them with my fingers.
‘’Shhh, it’s okay, Just, please, stop crying! You are even more beautiful when you smile,’’ I whisper jokingly when I hear your sighs,
And it works, I see you smiling, making me feel my heart again.
You are so beautiful!
‘’I’m sorry, I didn’t mean what I said.’’
I smile and nod. It’s okay, babe, it isn’t your fault. Then, I kissed your forehead kindly trying to show you my deeply love. Your big eyes light up, like a little child’, so I can’t help but giggle. You didn’t expect that, did you?
You are so adorable!
‘’I know, love. It’s my fault anyway. I am truly sorry.’’
You shook you head: ‘’It is my fault, too.’’
C’mon, buddy! You’ve been felt it for a while, all you have to say is three little words.
I can do this!
‘’I love you ,Abby! Now, please, smile to me!”
*photo source: Camille